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.::Lurking in the Shadows::.

You walk along slowly. You are enjoing the wonderfull wintery snow of Happy Valley. It's fun, and you hear the chias and other pets playing happily and eating ice cream. Then you see by a tree a lupess laying sadly by a snowy tree.

You decide to walk up to her, and she sees you coming. She slightly growls. "Human..." Yet she does nothing and you come closer. You walk nearly two feet away from her and kneel.

Hello...?" You ask her. "I don't think I've seen you before..." He smile to her. She stared back. "That's cause I'm wondering. Barely anyone sees me. She looks away sadly.

You wonder why such a beautiful lupess is all by herself, and ask her questions. "Hey, what is your name? I'm guest and It's nice to see you! Um.. Can you tell em about youself?"

She looks up to you. "My life story, eh...?" She grinned. "Alright then..."

I was born- So. Who cares..." She sighed and shrugged. You looked at her dumb founded. "Please go on." She rolled her eyes.

Fine. I'll tell you more.

.::Story::.

When I was born... I was timid, happy, and bashful. I loved to play, and act silly and cute. NOTE: USED TO... I was always trying to make the pack laugh, and usually succeeded. However, my happy puppy hood would not last...

A month after my birth- Came another. My brother. When he was born, the pack liked him more then me and would care and watch over him the way they used to watch me. I was left in the dark corner of the cave while the other lupes and lupesses circled the new born rat and cooed him. I grew up in that dark courner... Yet, I was still given attention from my mother and my father. They are the only ones I care about.

Alas, In the dark I was not the only one. There was an ugly creature that I would talk to. I think he's the reason why I am soo bitter. He told me that I was much better then Auma. Stronger, faster, older, smarter... And that Auma should have never existed and that life would be perfect without him. I would be the favourite of all and not him. For some time... I believed that dusty rat. However, I shook my head and flicked my tail to him as I trotted away from that dark corner. I cannot believe I listened to a snack.

I grew up and so here I am. I rarely smile. I feel darkness and evil about me. I hear stories about the humans. Auma said that they are friendly- Why should I believe HIM?! I'm older- So I know better. If I ever see them, I'll touchier them till they die slowly in agony.

That happens to be the way I hunt. I tire out my prey and then touchier it slowly till it is dead. Then I eat it. *Snarls.*

PART 2: Growing up too slow, too fast.

Well, I lingered on in my darkness.... Watching everything go on around me. I met my 'Partner in Pranking' and we seriously were ready to ambush Auma. Her name is Imiku. [Friends scroll down.] It was fun, we talked and stuff. I never thought I would ever have a friend, too.

I also mean Clohd. One day UI was just minding my buesness and sulking in my darkness. Then I heard him with his gingling chains about his neck and watched him. hHe noticed me and well... Big sotry but in the end he told me that I had no future. Being here in the dark...? It consumed his sister and would do me. Yet, It already has...

I was slowly aging... It weas taking too long and I growled. I attacked the walls and bit things. I became very violent being alone in my dark corner. Sometimes the other pack members would look at me as if I was a sick animal. I galred back, ears folded back and baring my fangs angrily. Mu wish would come true...

For one day, I was snarling at my reflection in a shallow pool of water and tears. I looked at him, seeing it was me and layed down, whimpering. I was so alone. Then I heard that voice.

I know why you cry." It grinned, mocking me. I turned around and snarled. "How dare you enter my domain of darkness!!!!" I snarled. I saw nothing. Then I saw it. A little dark faeire. I stared at it with silence. I knew it was evil, and I backed away until I touched the wall. I whimpered, with my tail inbetween my legs. It came closer.

I know... Hush, darling. I shall make it all better..." I stared at her. I tilted my head, and asked, "How?" She had an evil smile that meant something bad was going to happen. "I will tranform you into your older form." I agasped, "you mean, I will be fully grown?" My heart soared, yet I looked with no trust. "And the catch is...?" She smiled. "Oh, nothing too bad..." She chuckled, and flew about me. "You must leave your family forever."

I gasped again, and jumped. I was shocked. "B-Bu-But... I... I can't..." I wimpered. I longed to fly, yet I could not leave my family. I laid down. "I can't..." I responded quietly and tearfully.

Og, but you do not understand.. This is your ONLY chance to fly, or even grow up." I looked up. "why is that? All creatures are born. They gorw up. They have their children then die." Shr grinned. "Cause I will ameke sure you never grow up if you do not listen to me. I will also kill everyone around you." I laughed alittle. "A little faerie? Why are you pulling my paw...?" I luahged wiht my tounge loling and rolled to my back. She suddenly showed me her power. A wonce beautiful flowering bush that was one of my favourites was now shrivilled, and gray. I roleld back to my stomach and laid there stupidly. I stood up and trotted to the bush and sniffed it curiously. The fearie killed it easily. I turned back sarrow fully knowing I must do what I must. "Fine, I'll leave and be grown."

With that There was some strange magic and I became a fully grown, elegent and beautiful lupess. I looked at myself, and my wings. I flapped them, and it felt new yet interesting.

Now go, you filthy beast." The faerie hissed and dissapeared. I then stood there momentarily. I started to walk away. For the fist time in years, I waslked out of my dark corner and out of the cave our pack lived in. It was the dead of night, and I remembered the stars. I trotted along the snow, and stopped. With the artic winds blowing, I stared back at the cave. I looked to the moon, throew back my head and howled sorrowfully. I hoped someone would hear, and understand that I was gone forever.

I then crouched, and sprung into the air in flight. That is the last memory of my family... Of my old home... Seems weird, but now I auctually miss my brother. I miss everyone. I wonder about the whole of neopia looking for a place to belong...

THE END

.::Family::.

Father:He's the alpha male of the pack. Very nice, and helpful- A great father. He has flames all over his body and he is very strong. Caring and gentle, he watches over us and is not afraid to be aggressive... I'm glad I have a brave and important father. I have his wings and his flames- Yet mine are of ice...

Mother: She's alright.. I guess... She's kind, understanding, and tolerant to us and is pretty fair. She is the alpha female in our pack. However, sometimes I think she cares more about my little brother more then me. I wish I was the only child so I would get the attention I deserve and not the strange faces. *Grrr...* She's very lovely and I'm glad I have her fur colours.

Brother: Auma is my lil brother who is playful and cute and cuddly- I hate it. He seems to be the favourite. Always happy, and friendly.. EVEN TO HUMANS! *Growls.* Some day I'll take him out for a walk and leave him by himself. Lets see how happy and cheerful he'll be when he comes back- IF he comes back. *Smirks evilishly.*

Adopted Brother:Zaive is okay... My most favourite so far. He cannot see the faces I make at him, so I can glare all I like.Even though he is blind, his sense of smell and hearing are very sharp, so when Auma plays hide 'n seak with him... Zaive has never lost. Hehe... Teaching Auma a lesson. He's not the greatest. >=3

.::Love::.

Love is for the weak. Heheh. Alas, I am only about 8 or 9... Soem say I ask as an adult, but.. Who cares? I am who I am.

I loveClohd. He makes me smile, and is my protecter. He defends me as I feel miserable to only watch.

Not to long back we saw a mangy dog that attacked both of us. Clohd sprang into action to try to bring th demon to the light side. It would not come so there was only a fight. I jumped in when it was about to spring on Clohd and was tackled. The dog sunk his fangs into my neck and I whimpered feeling very numb.

Now Clohd was mad, and killed the dog, shredding it into many peices. He was weak and collasped. I got up and cared for him best I could. When I turned around to look at the carcus of that dog, it was gone. Only thing left was a puddle of blood, and bloody footprints walking off. The fang bites on my neck dissapeared with Clohd's healing, but I still feel weird.

My clohd saved me. I just wish I could save him.

.::Friends::.

She stares momentarily and blinks. Ha, ha. Wouldn't be cought dead with a 'friend'... She gives a mocking grin. "However, alive... Yush. Here are dey."

Imiku:My first friend. At first, she seemed all goody-goody. 'Why are you all anlone in that darkness?' Feh, a laughed and mocked her. Yet, we seemd to talk and we got along. I think I turned her a tad evil, and we play pranks. We attack innocent snowbunnies and all other things. She is one bad pup." She grinned happily at the thoughts.

.::Likes Dislikes::.

.::BYE!::.

Feh. Good ridence... You tire me with your lack of feel- ings, intellegnce, and with your humanly nature and scents... Be gone. *She looks away, waking her paw to you in a 'shoo-ing' motion... "Be gone before My patience is eroded and your blood stains the snow."

You stare at her with pity, as you leave this dark courner, past the lupe pack and out of the cave, and ino the light of the world.

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Started: June 22nd, 2005, Thursday morning.