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:As the sky darkens, you see a flash of violet and green:

:Suddenly a lupess sits before you. Her look is bitter as she sizes you up and flattens her ears. The color has long since vanished from her eyes:

So guest, you've found my page, have you?
My name is lone_watcher but you may call me Watcher.

Let us first get matters straight, I am older then I look. This body may be new but my memories are older then you know. I do not trust and I do not love...

I have lived many lives, some happy, some violent... and some terribly sad. I can not die by my own hand, immortal I guess you could call me.... when this physical body grows too old to carry my soul, I am simply reborn to a new body. Renewed but always alone, I can not truely die. You may know me by my three tails. I am always born with three tails.

My curse, my reminder of what I did and what others did to me.

*she sighs and grumbles*

You're not going to leave until I tell you my story are you? Fine, sit down and be silent as I tell you a tale as old as the rock beneath your feet.

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::My Beginnings::

My life is endless but this body you see before you was born to a human named Bytail. She has many pets if you do not know, she manages to love us all. She is the one who gave me my new name. I have gone by many in the past, this one suited me well. Bytail could tell I was different, I acted nothing like a pup should. I have forgotten the simple joys of childhood through the long years.

My new owner had a sense for misfits, some secret power that interests even me. My sisters and brothers are proof of it. There's Moonlit the Uni, Hidden the Gelert and Everwood the Ixi. We all have something that makes other pets look down at us, walk by without word. Well, all of us besides Everwood. My vain brother would say, he's *cough* perfect.

There is my extended family from bytail's main account as well. Snowfrost and her darker half, Forgotten with her magic socks. Rogue with her silence and Drift our new brother. There are more to be sure but you didn't come here to learn about my family, did you not?

*she flicks one of her three tails*

My story begins long ago, I have almost forgotten how fast the years have gone by me. This was a age before humans, where the packs of lupes roamed without restraint or care. I was a lupess with a pelt the shade of a pale blue morning. My name, what was the name my parents gave me? I have forgotten it..... My mother and father had only bared me, so I had no siblings to play with. But I had a pack, a family, a life...it was a simple but I was happy.

Things never changed. We hunted, we howled at the moon, we raced through the forests. My pack and I were one and I loved every one of them. The pain of losing my parents to old age was even deadened by their love for me. That is until I saw him. He was the new leader of the pack, young and beautiful. He was as bright as the sun, his fur as well as his charm. I grew fond of him, all the girls did. I was young, naive, stupid to give my heart away. I found out that I was just another pretty face to him, nothing more...and it broke my heart.

I ran away, crying my pain to the forest. That's when I was caught off guard and captured by cold-hearted creatures, humans I later found out, with dark intentions for me. I tried to tear my way out of the net they held me in but it wouldn't give so I howled and cried to be spared. As I was bond, fearing the worse, my heart grew lighter as I saw my pack come for me, my beloved leader at the head of them. I would be saved by these wicked things! Or so I thought. I watched as that handsome face turned and with it, the pack vanished back into darkness. I was betrayed instead.

*she shutters inwardly*

I will not talk about that part of my life, it is better forgotten. I will say that when I managed to escape, I was vengeful. If my pack would forget me so easily, then I would feel no pity toward them or any other lupe. Humans had come more and more into our woods, some of them hunted other creatures. I led these hunters as they called themselves, into the depths of the forest where they could set their traps for my kind.

...but this was not good enough for the likes of me. Packs are known for their unwavered loyality to one another, their undieing love. The strings of my loyality had been severed and death became my goal.

The howls of the ones I took will always remain with me. Two packs I killed with my own claw and tooth, they didn't know what hit them with the speed and skill I had gained over the pains of my life. And yet stil I went. There was one pack I wanted to see thrown down, only one.... my own pack. The hunt drove me a little mad but I found them one quiet evening as the sky was turning gray. I watched in bitter delight as either my teeth found hold or the humans I came with, trapped the poor souls. Even the handsome leader fell before their traps. After he was bond, they left him to me....

My pack was the last of three I would ever betray again. Unknowing to me, the faeries that watched over the lupes packs grew angry with my deeds.

I will remember that day until the earth is nothing but a dried shell and I am the last to survive its doom. I would be condemned for my actions, they told me. Half-heartily, I begged to be forgiven but the faeries knew in my heart that I didn't believe a word I spoke. And so it was beyond forgiveness for them.

They circled me until I felt light-headed from the swirl of light. For the last time in true flesh, I cried in sorrow for only now did I know what my punishment would be. My coat was changed to start things off. It was striped of its blue and blossomed into violets and greens. This was a sign of enchantment but the spell did not end there. I felt tearing at the tip of my tail. Transfixed, I turned my head back and watched in horror as my tail split into two and then three. Three tails, three betrayals, one curse. I was granted immortality.

I have watched the world pass me by. Seen friends grow old and die before my eyes. The seasons change while I remain untouched, doomed to wander the world alone...

The end. Were you expecting a happy ending?

*she smiles bitterly*

Sorry, happiness died a long time ago with my hope of ever being released from this curse. The only thing that grants me peace is to know that my pack paid. That I will never regret doing....

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Things haven't changed much since that day. Bytail keeps me company as much as she can but she knows that I do not wish for pity. Pity is for the weak. It seems thou that perhaps I am not so alone as I thought. I have found a few kindred spirits through this dark path I take.... these are the last of sane who hold my company.

Rody (kamarody) What can I say about this lupe? I have known him for many moons now, learned his curse and his story. It didn't matter what I did or said, even when I pushed him away... he stayed. Its something I can't understand myself, friendship. Yet if he parted, it would make my life worse then it has been. Perhaps I can even call it more when he's by my side...

Sea (Seanceh) You've stayed with me, even showed me your darkest memories. I don't understand why I haven't driven you off yet or why you haven't realized the fight for me isn't worth your time..... but perhaps it is a little nice to have someone around....

Finds ok...

Solitude - it can't hurt you
That time between Winter and Spring
My sister Rogue.
My few friends....
Rody and Seanceh

Dislikes T_T

Happyness - It doesn't get you anywhere

Love....

Vain creatures *cough* Everwood -_-

Love-sick pets

Bright colors

Hackers, Scammers and Rude Ppl

You...

Look, I have a box of customs
(if you forget, its ok... but my eyes have no color at in in them... thank you all for the gifts)
Alert: Bytail lost a lot of minis during the time Watcher's page crashed, if u don't see ur mini here, please note her and remind her

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(having to recollect, all mine went bye-bye)